Kerry Romano Zall As I sit down to ponder over a cup of steaming mushroom coffee, I find myself delving into a rather introspective topic – why do I often find myself alone? Now, let’s make one thing clear from the get-go: solitude isn’t loneliness. It’s a state of being comfortable with your own company, relishing the moments of silence and self-reflection.
For the longest time, I used to question why I seemed to gravitate towards solitude more often than not. Was there something wrong with me? Was I socially inept? These questions would often dance around my mind, nudging me towards self-doubt and insecurity.
But as time passed and I embarked on my journey of self-discovery, I began to realize that solitude wasn’t my enemy; it was my sanctuary. It’s where I found solace in the chaos of everyday life, where I could tune out the external noise and listen to the whispers of my own thoughts.
In the quiet moments of solitude, I discovered facets of myself that I never knew existed – passions, fears, dreams, and desires that had been buried beneath the hustle and bustle of life. It was as if I had stumbled upon a hidden treasure trove within myself, waiting to be unearthed.
Further, being alone allowed me to truly connect with others on a deeper level. It’s in those solitary moments that I learned to appreciate the beauty of human connection, cherishing the bonds that transcended mere surface-level interactions.
So, why do I find myself alone a lot? Because in solitude, I find strength. I find clarity. I find myself.
And as I continue to navigate through life’s twists and turns, I’ll embrace solitude as my constant companion, knowing that it’s not a sign of weakness, but rather a testament to my own inner strength and resilience.
Here’s to the journey of self-discovery – may it be as juicy and fulfilling as a ripe piece of fruit on a hot summer’s day.
In a comfortable state of gratitude,
Kerry